I made a choice. Due to the influence of another. Not just any everyday choice. A life-altering one. Because I let someome convince me they knew what was right for my life better than I did. This choice was not influenced by a parent, that would be understandable. This choice is one I made after being brain washed by a so called best.friend, who still does not have her life together. Where would we be now? It’s time to stop letting others influence me in such manners. Leaving me with such hurt, guilt regret. Not only did the decision effect my life path, it fucked up someone I truly love. Now is the time to correct wrong doings, wrong thinking. Make up for what was lost and prove not only to myself, but to you, that everything I once said was not a lie. I meant every I love you, every for always. The path is daunting and I’m still figuring out how I’m going to conquer it, but when I set my mind to something, I get it done. I get what I want. Fear is not something I face any longer. My decisions are my decisions. I am my own, but I am not alone.
Get what you want! It’s better for you — the world — anyways….for always. :) Though….nothing needs making up or correcting. Things are what they are and all that can be done, is to FINALLY begin the next chapter.